Pretending.

No one is as strong as they seem.

No one is as careless as they pretend to be.

Same goes to me.

 It seems like what I feel I had to keep it all to myself.

I had to pretend it doesn't hurt me at all.

Since I know he wouldn't care about how I feel.

He don't even ask me.

The way he act

makes me feel like I have no right

to feel jealous and hurts.

So I keep pretending everything was okay.

I am okay.

:')