OLD PICTURES.

One fine day, I was happy at that day. Extremely happy. But then I opened my Facebook, and I get bored online so I decide to look all my tagged pictures from recent till the long loooooooooooong time ago even on my school year. My mood slowly change. My tears slowly falls down. I look at all the pictures, all the comments, all the comments that touched my heart, all the comments that makes me laugh on the spot. How I miss them so much! Physically, yes I do looks like I leaves them. But mentally, definitely the answer is no! This because they're always here in my mind, the memories kept playing on my mind, the old times that we had in school together and laughing together.
I've learned something for everything that happened in my friendship. If we have any misunderstanding then we need to discuss it together. Not in such this way, by just saying sorry or else. Everybody has their own stories. Honestly, I want to tell them all what has happened to me while they were not here with me. But I just don't know how to start those things. I'm being too scared, if they will underestimate or treat me like I used before. I do care about them, even we don't talk anymore. I don't know why. Whenever I know they're hurt, then I'll feel the same too. If I know they're having problems, then I really wanna help and listen to all their problems. How sad isn't it, I can't. Tengok dari jauh je :( Just because of our misunderstanding that makes me cannot get close to them. I just love them too much. I really miss them :'(

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