I love the way you handle your problems.
No one can detect that you have problems, at all.

-Ezzatul Aisha.

In the lonely night, I was bored at that time and I can't sleep. Suddenly I remembered what Ezza have said to me. Is that so? Do I look like happy and laughing for 24hrs in front of you? I don't have any answer for those questions. Whatever the answer is, all people out there sure would do the same like me. But yeah you know, it is hurts when you keep pretending that you're happy. You laugh harder while your heart's crying. I don't know why I can keep my problems all alone. I do feel comfortable with that, crying alone in the bathroom or crying in your bedroom while your roommate has gone to sleep but then you will become okay back. Hey that's normal for a girl la dudebabes :)   Frankly, sometimes I can't hiding my sadness on a certain thing. That's must be a BIG thing that really hurts me and I can't handle it at all.

However, at campus by having him and those three cheerful girls by my side really can cheer me up when I was not in mood. That's why it is hard for me to show them that I have problems. I'm glad to have that :)